i'm not emo, just contemplative ~dave
well, my heart is spinning wildly out of control. i don't know know what i'm supposed to be feeling nowadays.... maybe it hormones or some kind of psychological disorder; but for quite some time now, i've been swinging from one mood to the next.
i wish i could just decide to feel one particular emotion at a time... but im so torn between anger and disappointment now that i just can't be stable anymore. i can't even write coherently enough anymore.
my god! somebody kill me already. or i wish i just grow the balls to throw myself of a building.